This message arises out of nothing. There is no one here who knows anything about something called a message that is a separate communication from ‘this’. From what appears to be happening. So in that sense there really is no message. You could say that the apparent message predominantly arises out of an illusory need of the illusory seeker for answers. Answers as to what this is about. But this already meets the dilemma. There is no ‘this’ nor an answer for what ‘this’ is about. It’s not about anything. There is absolutely no reason for what is apparently happening. It’s completely condition-less, boundless, purposelessness, needless love. But the individual energy cannot see that. It is constantly overlooked in order to get something out of this for me. To better myself. To improve myself. To become a happier person. A more fulfilled person.And there are a number of ways in which the individual energy seeks personal fulfilment. Therapy, religion, drugs…etc. It doesn’t matter. It’s all the same seeking energy. It’s all born out of the same illusory need that ‘I’ exist and it is my responsibility to reach personal fulfilment. That it is my responsibility that I am not happy and so I must do something about it. This is a complete illusion. It's an illusion because it is simply impossible.

 

There is no such thing as personal fulfilment nor personal enlightenment or liberation. There is no such thing as an enlightened or free individual. Simply because there is no such thing as a separate individual in the first place. All there is boundless, unconditional freedom appearing as everything. Including appearing as a separate individual who is looking for freedom. There’s nothing wrong with this seeking energy. Of course not. There’s nothing wrong with anything. Everything is whole and complete, exactly as it is. And it doesn’t need to change to become more whole and complete. It can’t change to become more whole and complete. It isn’t possible. Literally. The notion that wholeness could find more wholeness in order to become fully whole is comical. But of course that’s exactly what the seeking energy is trying to do. Largely because this seeking energy is a lived experience for the individual. It’s not just the belief ‘I am’. This thought arises alongside the energetic contraction in the body. The real lived sense that ‘I am in this body’. ‘I am sitting here and breathing’. That’s the dream. There’s no one who sits there in the body and does the breathing. There is no one who does anything. The body breathes, the body thinks, the body functions – but none of these things are done by anyone, however much they may feel as if they are.The seeking energy cannot hear this message. The person cannot ever hear this message. Because the person is stuck in the closed loop of knowing and understanding. Of information and betterment. Of how this is going to benefit ‘me’. So the individual rejects this message because this message ultimately results in the individual’s death. And yet this is exactly what the individual seeks. Death.

 

The person is constantly seeking their own absence, whether conscious of it or not. They are always looking to disappear. To rid themselves of the contracted energy and responsibility of ‘I am’. But at the same time this is what is feared the deepest. The only fear you could say. Because there is no presence in absence. There is no ‘me’ in wholeness. No person in boundless freedom. So on the one hand you have an individual who longs for freedom. But on the other hand they also want to constantly put conditions on the freedom. They want a conditional freedom in which everything is good and works well for them. They want a conditional life, a conditional love. Because the unconditional wild chaotic freedom of boundless aliveness is far too scary and would simply swallow them whole.This is all a huge story, of course. There really is no individual at all. There is only the appearance of a contracted energy in the body and the belief ‘I am’. That’s all. That appears to be happening but has absolutely no reality at all and does not provide any evidence for their being a ‘real’ person ‘in there’. All there is, is wholeness. Oneness. Whatever you want to call it. It doesn’t care! It appears as everything. Including a separate person looking for something. Looking for something which it doesn’t realise is itself. It gets confused, you could say.And so when the illusory person dies it is seen (by no one) to be a mere illusion, nothing happens.

 

No one dies. No one falls away. How could anyone fall away when there isn’t anyone in the first place? It is just clearly seen that everything is exactly as it is, with no need to change. And no possibility of change, either. Because there is no one who could possibly change it. No one is in control or in charge of this appearance. It just appears. For no reason at all and with no higher purpose, deeper meaning or intention.  And the appearance of separation doesn’t matter either. However frustrating it may feel. It’s just that. Wholeness appearing as frustration. ‘You’ will never get this. Because you do not exist. No one has ever found or realised wholeness. There is just wholeness. There may be an energetic resonance beyond these words that could trigger a remembering. A recognition. Whatever you want to call it.  Because really that’s all that’s happening here. No grand enlightenment or states of bliss or higher consciousness. Simply a remembering. A remembering of something that was never lost but seemingly overlooked by the neurotic drive to find and hold onto it.